Bless your heart Sandrine and prayers and love for your little angel Lucia Maria. I do not have kids but i understand your pain coz once upon a time, i was a (little) big sis eagerly awaiting her mum to bring her baby brother home from the hospital & i remember clearly the day my mum came home from the hospital crying and my aunty informed me that my baby brother who fought so so bravely to live, had died. The pain of losing my only brother accompanied by the pain of helplessly watching my mum cry for her only son who left us way too soon, is a pain that i have carried with me all my life & to this day i still think of him especially on his birthday…i think about what life would have been like if he had survived…what personality he would have had…& what an awesome big sis i would have been. I am happy to hear you had a support system to lean on during your painful ordeal and applaud them and you for having strength to find a way to bring a ray of light and positivity to other mums who may sadly go through the same. You are an inspiration and i wish you love, peace, healing and a life filled with fulfillment and joy. Bless your heart. Lots of hugs and kisses and love:smile:

Mumby K.